Give me a hug

Dear September,

Please be good to me..

I feel like i no longer have energy to put effort into anything.

the toughest battle you faced between what you feel and what you know,

it hurt, and hurt, and hurt, and hurt, and one day, maybe it won't,

the pain eats you until you feel nothing anymore.

Like how many messages i type for you but i never sent..

sometimes you just need to hear how important you are to someone.

if they're okay for losing you, stop begging.. you know,

the worst feeling is not knowing if you should wait or give up.

It's kinda sad when you realize the person you used to tell everything to,

now has no idea of what's happening with your life.

the person that you'd phone call for hours in the night 

and meet up in the evening, now it's nothing, like we are stranger.

I just want a hug, my heart hurts man..